I started to work and and I resigned. I was always given the choice to be decide. The choice to either stay or to work on. And i have chosen the dead road of my first work. This is not an easy choice to be made. Either physically or mentally, the entire decision was thoroughly been considered. It takes me one hour into Mr. Tan's office to figure what am i decided is worthwhile. It wasnt a time to speculate whether the firm is bad or good but.. I cant see myself working there anymore... Of course, i will missed some of the colleague and not some of them. Pat and Kak Hanim will always be the one i will look forward to see again and Nik as well.. I have a great week with them before i leave.
Leaving for the good i suppose. Taking a break of work mean i am once unemployed again. No source of income and time to save. ;p This is pretty hard after going through the first month. And went back for accreditation. One whole week staying back on the life that make me laid back. Eventually not everyone was here this time. Everyone tend to have move on with life and so do I. I might find the entire place been so different with some of them. Even with some of them, the place has been changed. The old place no longer mine and the new one no longer new. It just change.
Because there is always a cause and so i will always never be. The feel is definitely gone yet the norm is there. It became a habit yet it became lifeless when there is no feel. So, I am certain that time heal stuff. Time make things change all way in mirror image or 180 degree rotation. It is no longer there but there is time i do hope that it didnt stop there.. ;p Self release mode
Till then i will be unemployed.............................
