after so long while..

Too long since the last day the desire was there. There were so much happening around and yet, i am still evolving in my own world. A world that didnt evolved too much. A world that lack of world exposure. ONe more sem to go and there my come my freedom. Didnt plan to do what after that but must make myself pass. A year stayback will make the world waiting even longer. People said, future architect and i said, no.. It wasnt the way it suppose. To be a doctor, u need commitment and to be an architect, u certainly have to have it too. Lack of it mean gone..

To be alive in architecture wasnt easy. Staying awake for 24 hours a day isnt enough and not the point. You got to have talent and all rounded to be ' kiasu' enough to be an architect if you lack of some talent. ALOHA, trying so damn hard. Really really out of ordinary. It been 2 and a half year since the time when i come to architecture. two year. not a simple story. Maybe i should just be a lecturer haha.. To revenge.. haha..

I miss you, my bed. It is so damn long since the last day when i really fall asleep in peace. It been so hard. We are not zombie. Neither we are vampire. We dont eat apple, we dont eat blood, we eat time. Rushing behind all the time.

Guess when it is time to lay back. I noticed there were so much happening around. Everyone tend to have a new story to tell. I am a bit upset as not being able to share part of it. It is. Regret shouldnt be the word at all as this is what i chosen. Just that, i am standing aside watching all the happening, at times, i do felt happy and glad as whoa.. I knew the person in the screen, glad he or she achieve so much. Proudly to tell the pal next to me that, well, i knew him/her and there's the old story come back. Haha.. Maybe we will be stranger thru, but, that's the story to go on.

Where i suppose to render the left out picture, i stay lay back and writing this. Mind is too tired to continue. Hand is even stubborn to hear what i say. I hate this. After this, maybe no restriction and back to crazy imagination.. I am good at that this while. Imagination been a drive after all. :p For those who havent given up, thx and for those who were, it is ok, understandable.

WHOA>> LENKA song is making up mood..