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Thursday, October 28, 2010

Government

Staying in Malaysia for almost 23 years, and it is just about the time to come to realise that our government is dumb. If I am one minister, I will make sure the coming planning isn't even on the list. How could they come up with all kind of policy that do not overlook the future. They are young childish guy up there, day dreaming on the futurist of nowhere .
Donate to me please, Donate to me....


Not to mention the hundred storey so called tower. How could you appoint a foreign to make the planning and how could you never doubt about why they wanted for a 100 storey? Importing all the technology from all over with the hard earned money that we had all this while. This is not even a winning deal in barter system. Pouring the money to the sea for the sea creatures is even better.

I really dont get it. You give money for others to make fame rather than sending your land children to oversea to get the skill and come back. Why would you just be so cruel? Don't you plan for the future or you plan for what you can see only?

And the other day, I just cant stand with the government servant again. Not all but one is already killing. Your government is so spoil to spoil you. Meeting with one of the local authority for discussion. Ahhh.. I was just wanted to ask a few relevant questions and to the heck, she talk for two hours with me. I am not there to chit chatting with you. Please have the right attitude with your work.

I cant stay even a moment longer in the government office. Watching the slow catching moment with all kind of break. It is like a retiring department. Where old people under 30 act like 60 years old. Shame to the real old people who still working hard out there. Well, what to do, close one eye and walk off.

But, truly, as a young Malaysian, I am too sad to see the government in this condition but what to do. I am still not interested to get into political stuff. This is mainly because of the fear of becoming one of them. I dont want to be a lazy stuffed worm waiting everyday to the end of month just for the pay.  This is so saddening.. Cant you see people up there? Cant you just do something about that? Do not let us die in vain.

And about the new policy as in discussion today. About how the government try to be kind by allowing each foreign worker to come and work for 5 years and to send them back. Yeah, you seem trying to be kind to humanity act but that actually is a dumb act. If we take time to train them, why not making them part of us. They may prefer to stay here. Build more welfare for them, make life more comfortable rather than sending the workforce back and training all over again. Love the saying that government needs training.

Life is not about how near you can see but it is all on how far you can feel..

Well, just hallelujah to our beloved government. Look like they need more sight-seeing adventures.


Yell by SueAnn

Thursday, October 21, 2010

When will that be?

I dream of many things lately. Mostly are non-fiction. One of the hot night, I remembered I woke up with sweat and try to sleep back. It is because of a dream that i dont think will ever come true..

Not about prince charming but it is about my planet charming. The galaxy that i been wanted to explore but never have the chance. I should have been brave enough to apply for astronomy since then. It will be my dream come true as I have always wanted to be floating up there without my gravity. As gravity been putting a lot weight on myself. 6 more times. Plus with the additional uncontrollable eating habit these days.

And to come to the fact that I just got myself graduated. Graduation mean nothing actually as freedom is what i been hoping for along these 3 years. I am still shock with my decision of further-ing study. How would I sacrifice my freedom again for architecture? What kind of charm has it put on me? Maybe i need to review back this. Dont feel like thinking about architecture tonight.. Perhaps..

What is the best thing to do when you get bored? Definitely is not to log into facebook. I just got annoyed with the wide idea of facebook. It been haunting me for so long that i started not to care for it. It is soon to be eliminated apart from being a connecting tool.

I am thinking of doing some sport to kill my time.. Some sport like marathon-ning.. But again, i need the consistency which lack in myself. I got carried away for reasons. Or perhaps, i can enroll myself again in some dance program.. More youth program as i felt, I got old for being old. Hahaha.. I need to have my circle of friends again. I dont wanna to have architect-minded friends as friends only. This is one thing to be done very soon..

And vacation.. So looking forward for it.. I need companions.. Hmm.. Where to find and when will that be? I am in financial crisis after spending all I earn on my car, my best companion that bring me anywhere. I spend on it more than I spend for myself. Somehow, I envied my car for that.. So, please dont get sick again. I will be in pain if you do.. hahaha

Let's be so.......

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