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Sunday, September 7, 2008

Never choose wrongly on your member

Extremely mad with my group member for the stupid titas. Especially the idiot samuel. How dare he come to tell me. I dont have time to do titas today. I want to finish my studio. To the hell he go. Everyone has the same subject and how can he be so selfish. I am not going to babysitting him. And for sure, there will be no way of me saying yes to be in a group with him anymore. For the whole friday, i did the stupid editing. And what he did? chat then copy paste the whole 9 pages of so called nonsense and do his studio again. Cant he judge what is needed and what is not? He got my nerve this sunday. Let's see how well he did in studio. BAKA BAKA BAKA.

He is much more terrible than Edwin and Clifford. At least, they will lead and do the work along. This fellow. Haiz. One word. Ultimate selfish.

Today is going to be a long sunday with the whole studio project to do. Nothing get started and have to get back to work.

Abandoned past became the best place to sound

I missed a lot thing lately. My freedom, my family and my friends... If there is the possible of an 'IF' coming true, perhaps, i will never choose the same path.. being in architecture make me missed out lots stuff. My family seem never know me anymore and so do my friends all around. Sorry that i have to turn them down for so many times.. An uncountable limit yet, they still have their opening hand welcome me back.. And i did turn wy down today.. She took an effort to find me all the way and because of something on, i just being rudely turn her off.. Quite regret.. But that is what i can do.. I missed them.. I missed everyone that once appeared in my life in 19 years ago..

My nightmare is starting soon. The third project. Dont think i ever have time to go home.. Not a single day.. ONly archi student knew these nightmare when u have to stay awake 24 hours a day to make sure you can present your model and board. Not easy to a so 'un-creative' human like me.

If Kc ever notice this post, you tagged the right person then. Haha.. I did saw your post but.. i didnt take the initiative to post back..sorry.. Just wanna say.. I only come here back whenever i felt i missed you guys in part of my life.. I wish to see everyone with their new story to be told but hate for not being there along.. Wish you guys all the best then..

I missed my big big family.. Popo who never stop calling me to go home.. mum who never stop asking me to eat ... daddy who never stop calling me busy student and sisters who never stop sms me.. and also my big family... missed my friends..